The excitement begins

So I became a mommy to a little girl at 16. She became my entire world and I didn't want another baby because how in the hell would I love anyone else the way I love her. Finally she was getting older and I had started feeling like I wanted another baby but not so soon. Well someone had other plans because I got pregnant in May at 18 . I found out in June and I was happy but not really excited as I still felt super guilty because once again no way I can love another child when this little girl owns my heart. I am now 33 weeks pregnant and have finally started coming around to the fact I can love both. I do love both. And even though I have a special connection with my daughter because she was there through some of my hardest days I will also have a special relationship with my son . His carseat was delivered today and all I want to do is start setting up his stuff and washing his clothes ❤️ I have to wait a bit longer because my house is under construction and still have alot to do before we get his things ready . I just wanted to share in case anyone else was having the same doubts. Also just wanted to get it off my chest because I've told my fiance but I don't think he really understands .