Trans dad.. *update*

I’m having a hard time with my pregnancy because I’m trans... I love my baby girl but I never expected to get pregnant and I’m having a hard time excepting my body when it (now more than ever) doesn’t feel like my body. I still haven’t come out to my family and I’m afraid to teach my baby that I’m not moma I’m dada. My family is very religious and think that transgender people have a serious mental illness and need therapy (I don’t disagree on the therapy but the fact is that they aren’t excepting) and it would make it so much worse if they knew that I considered myself a GAY man 😪 I’m struggling back and forth on what I should do.. give up on myself and focus on my baby and give her the chance to be loved by her family or tell my family the truth about me and risk losing everyone 😔

Update/response

I’m only 16 and my boyfriend (17) lives 2 states away atm 😔 I had to move with my mom and her husband for his work and I know no one where I am. My mom will definitely not let me move out and I have at least 2 years before I can leave.. it’s less about feeling like my daughter won’t except me and more about I know my family won’t and I’m afraid that if I show my daughter that I’m dad and not mom and she says something around my family they will completely expel us from their lives.