Struggling.

My husband and I want to do a vow renewal but I want to lose weight before we do because I want the dress of my dreams. Well I have like every factor against me. I have PCOS which if you know makes losing weight so hard and I’ve had a c-section so my stomach muscles have officially given up. I’m not asking to be pre baby size (I was a size 4) but I’d at least like to be a 10 (currently a 14). I’m just officially at the point where I never feel beautiful anymore and I’m so self conscious.

Now

Before baby