eating problems

i know it’s bad but sometimes i wanna be anorexic. i have a pudgy tummy and i do enjoy food, but i hate it when i get comments from my mom.

she points out my weight like i’m not already aware of my body. when this happens i feel guilty and i won’t eat for a certain amount of days.

i’ve told her numerous times that her comments about my body do not help me they just make it worse but she won’t leave me alone about it.

i wish i was thinner.. i have big boobs and thick hips which i hate because they draw too much attention from weirdo pervs. i just wanna be a size 5 instead of an 11 💔