Heartache and Pregnancy

I feel so lost.

I found out in October that I was pregnant, first time ever. My boyfriend is20 and I’m 21. Ever since I found out he had been distant but the relationship was still good. But more and more arguments happened. Silly ones, as you’d expect. I feel as though I was loosing my mind. But the majority he started and he knew this, but did nothing to change. One day after a sillynrow nothing major, he says he needs space. At 17weeks pregnant I’m taking this hard. He says he doesn’t want to hurt me any more but now is as if he has absolutely no time for me. As though he is pretending our years of friendship that blossomed into romance never happened. He is pretending nothing is wrong and won’t tel me really why it’s over. I feel incomplete, I cannot stop crying. All I feel is pain when this should be the happiest time of my life with my little peanut inside me.

I’m so lost without him and I don’t know how to cope, how to move on, how to live. I just feel as if the ground is swallowing me up. And I don’t know what to do..... any one any advice. I already suffer with anxiety and depression and I just feel as if I’m at rock bottom, and this makes me feel guilty cause I should be trying harder for my baby. Any one please help :(