Date tomorrow

I have a date tomorrow and I was really excited at first but now I’m super nervous. It’s been awhile since I’ve had an actual date. I’m feel like I’m trying to find something wrong with him. Like I’m trying to find an excuse to not date him. I find myself doing this to a lot of guys.

Before I dated my last bf, I was so easy going. I went out with him when we had just met. Then he hurt me emotionally and now I can’t get this guard down.

I was ok when it came to this guy I hooked up with a few weeks ago but that’s because he wasn’t actually interested in pursuing anything. He didn’t flirt with me or push me to hang out which I guess made me more comfortable.

I do really like this guy but then there’s that part of me that’s waiting for him to be an ass. Like I’m afraid that he’s gonna push me to have sex even though he hasn’t made one sexual comment. I’m just freaking out and need help