I know this is my 3rd or 4th post in the last few weeks but idk something just seems off this morning. I want to give a lil back story and maybe get some of this off my mind and maybe seeing it out here will help my mind or something. The first time I went to the hospital for contractions I was 33 and a few days; I got fluids and termbline to stop the contractions along with a steriod shot due to something in my urine being off. I felt like a inconvenience to the nurses and doctors on staff that day. My wonderful hubby was the only reason I didn't feel horrible about going in. He got me my ice chips and water and was constantly making sure I was ok. After 6 plus hours we were sent home because I was dilating but my outer cervix had been starting to show some change but not much. The second time we went in I was 34 weeks and a few days (it was 8 days later) again for contractions. I get a new nurse who I could barely understand and who just didn't communicate much to begin with. I started to feel stupid for going in. No fluids were given or anything just laying there on the montiers. My contractions we're getting worse. I was checked a total of three times... The hubby noticed something on the nurses glove the second time and told me he thought it was my mucus plug. I didn't notice tbh cus the nurse seemed to be on a dam treasure hunt every time she checked me. Finally after telling them I wouldn't leave without seeing a doctor she stops by (checking me the third time herself) she says I'm at a 1 still from when the nurse orginally checked me. She warns I'll have some bleeding due to the cervix check. I've delt with it before at this is my 3rd so I think nothing of it. They decide I can go home. As I get up I notice mucus like discharge with blood on the lil pad they put under ur butt. I quickly change cus the nurse didn't leave the area and was making me uncomfortable. (Yes I know she's seen my junk but she didn't need to hover while I got changed to go home.) We make a stop so I can pee on our way out. I lot more discharge and blood... Tbh this is new to me. I've had spotting after being checked but never this. Contractions are painful but we get home and I get some sleep. That was Friday it's now Tuesday and I'm 35 weeks and the contractions come and go but for the last 72 I keep getting these random bursts of energy and have been feeling the need to get things ready and for the last 24 hrs I just keep getting this nagging feeling it will be soon. I woke up at 1am from a contraction and it's now almost 5am and I haven't been able to get comfortable. It's not so much I'm having to many contractions just my back plus the contractions I'm having. (BTW before this I've always been induced so this is completely new to me tbh. I've always had back labor as well and due to make damage notice my contractions more in my back until around 7cm) idk what to do. I've tried tracking my contractions but even focusing on that is hard. I've been having pelvic pressure for a while now so that doesn't help. I just am anxious cus I just can't seem to get rid of this feeling of soon.

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Yesterday I had one normal bowel movement then later suddenly while helping my son clean his room had the runs then again when I woke up at 1am. I know they day loose stool could be a sign of early labor but dam. Also my heartburn has suddenly gotten a lot worse (which happened with my older 2 after I was induced)

Idk if I'm just over thinking but this nagging feeling won't go away.