Ss for the longish post.

Bit of background- we have two kids together a 20 month old and 3 week old. After our first child I have extremely bad PPD for a fairly long time and I pushed him away so he did things which hurt my feelings which involves other girls.

Well the reason I feel like I want to end things with him is because I have done all the night feeds while he sleeps and he has the cheek to say he’s so exhausted I get he goes to work but he comes home and does naff all. I have the kids all day I cook tea, wash pots, wash clothes, house work, and function off 2 hours sleep yet when I say I am he just acts like I do nothing.

I mentioned to him I wasn’t happy with things between us and I don’t feel the connection anymore and he just says stop been stupid we ain’t breaking up but the thing is I don’t feel happy in the slightest with him I know it sounds bad but I don’t I feel trapped and depressed all the time.

Its not like I would really loose anything he doesn’t really buy the kids anything tbh it’s very rare he just spends it all on his car doing things to it which don’t need doing when he could have bought the kids things they need.

Do you think I am stupid for wanting to leave him or narh?