The LOML

I met the love of my life About 11 years ago. 🥰 you see at the time I met him I was in 6th grade and him in 7th and we would play tether ball together. I loved to play that game, obsessionally. I really did. I met him playing it, and I started to grow feelings for him. He would sneak from the 7th grade side to go to the 6th grade side and play with me! lol. See when you hear about a 6th grade crush you think “oh you’ll get over it.” But when you know that 11 years passed and the same but even stronger feelings are there, you know they are the man of your dreams & life.

He then moved out of state and lost contact for 2 years or so then I searched him up on myspace and Facebook until I found his brother and we got back in contact and since then we became bestfriends.

Not many people understand how I feel about this guy. I’ve had another relationship, and let’s just say that I put my self through hell staying in it. I had a beautiful child with the wrong man, but my child is my child and a beautiful blessing (although he makes my grey hairs come out). Out of all this i remained bestfriends with him.

I hadn’t seen him since 6th grade until he came to visit his family to California, and we met up. The moment I saw him, a spark went back into my heart and I knew that I didn’t only see him as my best friend. When I said goodbye when he was leaving and I hugged him, my heart started to beat so fast and I didn’t want to let go. 😣

About a week later he decided to come visit me again, so we spent the entire weekend together. We were actually drinking together, just relaxing and talking and then my cousin dared us to kiss, obviously he didn’t know my feelings had came back, so I said “Yeah sure I mean we are only bestfriends. We can do it.” So we kissed. A little tiny kiss literally blew my heart up. I knew he was always the man I cared and loved deep inside. Idk how it was but before that night ended he kissed me some more and that’s when I lost it. I felt and still feel tingly inside my stomach and heart. It’s such a beautiful feeling, I’m even smiling right now as I write this.

He treats my son like his own, and I love him even more for that. ❤️

After that, we both opened up to each other and grew closer. He ended up moving to California, and now I’m pregnant with his future daughter or son, we won’t know until a gender reveal, but I love that man so much. Words can’t even describe how much he means to me. He makes me feel beautiful, loved, cared for, and everything amazing you can feel. He asked me to marry him, and we will get married in 2020 if god wants us to ❤️

Anyways, the point is I love this man and we are having a child. A beautiful blessing, which I can’t thank god enough for. ❤️ thank you for reading.