I chickened out of an orgasm

I was reading some kinky fanfic and I was wet and no one was home, so I thought, “Hey, you’ve read about masturbating, why not try it?” So I was messing with my clitoris (I think, either way it felt good. Not earth shattering, but nice) and I got this heat in my stomach and I was thinking, “HOLY CRAP” and I chickened out and stopped. So mad at myself right now! 😡

Comment if you have any tips for me, I’m only 14 and have never done this before.