I can’t leave my baby

I have been thinking about it a lot lately I have a 7 month old baby girl an she’s just my whole heart 💓

Ever since I had her I haven’t been able to leave her I can’t I have only left her with her dad for 30 minutes just to go to the shops an home I don’t like it when people say oh I can watch her while you go it gives me anxiety

I also fully breastfeed her I have never expressed I find it difficult to..

I already want another baby as well an haven’t been on contraception since she was born . I think my reason to not letting her be with anyone else is because I have had a lot of miscarriages an I feel as if no one but me knows what she likes if she’s upset I know what to do. An no one else knows what she likes

When I have stopped breastfeeding I will be happy to let her be babysit