Nervous & idk why

So, I’m 31 days late and I’ve been spotting since BEFORE my missed period. I finally made an appointment to see my female doctor, but she couldn’t get me in until March 8th.

Since the date is getting closer, I’m getting nervous and I have no idea why, it’s just another female appointment. I KNOW, I’m insulin resistant and that delays periods & ovulation, also have Endometriosis... but I’m scared she’s going to say “pre menopause” just because I’ve googled symptoms and that’s something that showed up.

I’m only 24 and want a child so bad 😭😭😭