Long Distance

Im just coming out here because I am so sad and I just need let it out. My husband and I started living together before we even got married.... fast forward we got married and everything was great. We are the type of couple that cannot be without each other if not we’ll miss each other too much. We have been struggling with money so he decided to move five hours away to work in the oil fields. I would love to move over there and live with him, but I hateee the country and I would probably be depressed... not only that I am in school and schools over there do not offer the program I am doing and I don’t wanna start from square one. I just really miss him and I know he misses me because he just shows it. I don’t know what to do, i don’t feel like doing anything because I am so down that he isn’t home and I feel so lonely... idk how people do it when their husbands/boyfriends are far away from home! Also, I would love to go visit him but he’s close to the border and I am afraid something will happen to me since I am not from here!! Ugh I wish life was easier. I miss him so much 😔🥺