I don’t have any friends and feel so alone

I’m in my last semester of my freshman year at college and I guess after leaving a small high school I have no skills I making friends.

I truly tried everything I could, all the textbook ways to make friends. I joined clubs, talk to people I’m close to in class, I even joined a sorority of girls with my same major. Nothing really came outside of classes or clubs, I have no one to be with on the weekends.

I felt how lonely I was when my relationship with my recent LDR boyfriend ended, and I realized I have no one to talk to, as actually just share anything with.

My old high school friends all started their new lives and I reach out everyone once ina while but it’s clear that they are invested in their new lives. People in the sorority and clubs already have friends and don’t feel the need to include me in their groups.

I guess I relied on my ex too much, but I did try at the beginning. I asked a few people to hang out on certain occasions. One girl completely stood me up when we were supposed to meet for a party, and she didn’t even apologize. Another girl I would always ask to hang out never asked me to hang out, so I stopped and we haven’t spoken in months.

I feel like any relationship I do enter, they would see or notice I have no one else and think I’m weird or clingy or desperate. I just feel like a freak or weird and I no longer have the courage to try and reach out anymore.