I’m back! Also I think I made my boyfriend cry

Hey ladies! It’s been a while.

So a lot of improved in my relationship with my boyfriend I am going on dates more frequently! But that also comes with seeing a lot of him and him aggravating me ha ha. Anyway, so last night me and him were getting it on LOL and I actually showed him like penetration basically, with a dildo. I have never seen him more turned on. So we’re talking were talking we played this game where if somebody got a question wrong theyd have to strip And then he was talking to me because we’re going to this place on Wednesday with all of his friends. And I started crying, I gave an exclamation as to why are you crying, quotation mark and then he was talking to me because we’re going to this place on Wednesday with all of his friends. And I started crying, I gave an exclamation as to why I was crying,”I said I’m crying because you have such great relationships with your friends and I wish I had something like that. You and I should not be your whole world. I should just be part of your world. You make me so happy and I love you for that and sometimes I do feel like I am not getting any attention but I know that’s all in my head because you love me and I know you do so I don’t really know why am crying”. And After I said this there was a brief silence, which is not something you would hear on our calls. But after this brief silence I could hear a sobbing, he started crying! And when he started crying and I started crying even more and harder and it was terrible I never want to experience that again and he was crying for like 10 minutes. And he wouldn’t answer me and I could say was please please answer me don’t leave me like this I need to know what’s wrong. And he said tomorrow he would talk about it over breakfast with me that we live in two different houses and I don’t have a car he would have to come and get me for breakfast and I don’t know if he is or if we’re OK.

Can I please have some advice!