Have no one to talk to and feel depressed at this point😔😣😞
For the past two weeks I have been through an emotional roller coaster. I feel like I am bipolar and depressed. I don’t use the term depression loosely, but I honestly feel I’ve come to the point of actual depression and not just having bad days anymore. My psychology teacher posted a personality test that was 300 questions for extra credit. The test is used by actual therapists to help their patients, and I scored “very high” compared to “normal” scores in anxiety and depression. I’ve also taken multiple online tests and got the same scores. My boyfriend moved in with his friends recently and it seems like he’s always doing stuff with them instead of wanting to talk to me like he used to. For example for the past three nights I called him just to talk for a few minutes or while I was scared home alone, because we live in the middle of no where and it’s pretty scary out here alone, and he said he was about to get off the phone to go watch a movie and “drink a smoothie” every time. Do they just watch fucking movies every night? I know this is effecting me and contributing to my feelings, and I’ve expressed this to him 4 times. It seems every time he says we will just work on fixing it and talk to each other, but I don’t see him working on trying to fix it. I sent him a picture of my score on the extra credit personality test today and he just said that can’t be right. Yet he knows how I feel and the fact that I feel depressed, but I feel like he’s not taking it seriously. At this point I’m not even sad I’m just angry and over it. My head is all over the place and I’m tired of thinking about what is wrong with me and everything going on in my relationship.
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