Fine line ...

As I became an adult- married with kids, I have had to work for everything. However, recently I have had a hard time with jealousy and resentment toward close friends/relatives that are married with kids as well but just “have it easier”.

I shouldn’t say easier, I guess I mean people don’t understand how good they have it sometimes. I am struggling a lot with a certain family member who just seems to have everything so perfect. Everything always works out for her without her ever really having to do anything. I know I sound bitter but I’m really not trying to. I’m just have a difficult time navigating this motherhood and wife thing, especially when I don’t have my own mom. Any advice? Words of encouragement? Or Can anyone relate/agreeeee with me?

Also I’m set to see this person in the coming weeks and I know I am going to get more perfect news that just adds to my resentment 😡😡