Complete Meltdown

I literally give up!!! DH is in denial his sperm suck and I’m too old now. I’m just so angry 😡! This whore came flying in on cd21 yep cd21 I didn’t even get a chance to take a effing test!!!!!! Full force started spotting cd19 glad that I just about have a effing period every day of the month now. I’m just going to cut my uterus out. I’ve had it. Nope I don’t feel better from letting it all out. I was hoping it would help but no - in your responses please just wallow with me in my misery - no it will happen when it’s supposed to