We lost a little baby back in December and I would have been in my second trimester right now. Just dealing with so much makes me think of my little one that's waiting for me. So my partner and I gave the little one a name. I need something to call her (98% sure we would have had a girl, just a feeling) and we gave her the name Eleanor Soleil. I hope that one day I'll be able to see her it that's possible.

Just, just need that hope that when I'm passed I'll be able to hold my tiny one in my arms for the first time.