So a little while ago he bought weed behind my back, and its been stressing me out... He swears he didn’t smoke any, and there definitely is some left in his drawer. But why buy it, if he’s not going to do anything with it?

I bothers me more that he felt he had to hide it from me.

And now he’s going away with work for a few days, and I know he’s close with one of the girls that works up there. He called her sweetheart once...

He’s never given me any reason to think he’s cheating on me, but if he can try and hide buying weed from me it makes me think what else is he hiding?

Trying to fight the paranoia and anxiety over here, to avoid it all blowing up in my face.