Sending toddler away for a weekend?

Does it make me a bad mother if I send him away to his God mothers for a weekend ? He’s two and I just had a baby and we just moved. I feel way too overwhelmed with both of them here. If I’m being honest it’s just him. I know he’s being a normal two year old but literally everything he does gives me anxiety. I probably having one anxiety attack a day at least. I feel so bad. She would take him to universal studios in Florida so it’s not like he wouldn’t have fun... I just want the house in order and to take a breather without a tiny human flipping out bc I’m nursing or just bc I want to eat breakfast. God forbid. Who just does stuff to push buttons I don’t have the patience right now.