Not sure to know what to do

Well I got my period and some before I go it I felt off I never took a test bc I didn’t wanna get my hopes up. I left it go. Well I got my period like a month later and Saturday the day before Mother’s Day I had a miscarriage.. I cried myself to sleep I waited two days later to tell my boyfriend bc I didn’t know how he was gonna act. Well he said “ uh Idk what to say” well enough either I was upset and everything. Well the conversation went on and he said that it should of been prevented anyway. Yes it was a dick head thing to say but I told him thanks for making me feel worse than I already do. He told me “sorry didn’t mean to” I said it’s whatever. I’m still hurting over this. Just when I thought I could be a mom one more time i5 went away. But I’m okay with it.. bc I know I still have my daughter. I’m fine with having one child. I made a call yesterday to my drs office and I’m waiting for a phone call back. I’m goin* to go get fixed. I’m not gonna put my body through this anymore. If I want another child I’ll adopt. But til then my mind is on getting fixed.