I’m proud of myself!!!

So my 3 year old has wanted to go swimming for ages and I’ve always put it off because the thought of wearing swim wear has absolutely terrified me. The thought of people looking at me and judging me has have me panic attack’s. I’ve always hated the way i look even before having my daughter. I look in the mirror and all I see is an ugly person. I don’t see what my partner sees in me. I hate myself. But I braved it and took her. And just look at her face 😩 she absolutely loved it and despite feeling so insecure I did it!! And I loved every minute of it because she was so happy!!

Excuse my face I don’t know what happened there 😂