Someone talk me down from a ledge, y'all

My mother fucking mother in law decided to put my daughter's hair in a pony tail the first time she ever watched her. And it might be petty and stupid but I wanted to do her hair the first time when she was bigger like I did with my older daughter but no the fucking cow did it first cause she wanted to have a photoshoot.

My daughter looks freaking adorable and I wasnt there to see it. I just want to throat punch my MIL right now.

Okay. I'm done. I managed to miss not a single one of the cliche firsts with my older girl (smile, laugh, crawl, standing, walking, hair, food, etc.) But now I've missed one and I'm not even a working mom. I just needed to study for my Licensed Social Work test and I'm gonna cry and fail this stupid test.