Passing the ultimate test, God answers prayers ☺

So 8 years ago now I was struggling very much so. 2011 was a rough year for me, from losing my grandma to watching my moms relationship fall apart again due to alcohol, being forced to move back to somewhere we just moved from, ending up in a mentally and emotionally abusive relationship after leaving an amazing guy for this person, getting pregnant quickly and having a miscarriage just as quick, trying to raise my 4 year old son on my own, being addicted to painkillers and trying to drown my hurt in alcohol. Making bad choices and hurting good people was the theme of my year in 2011. Well not only was I completely forgiven for hurting the amazing guy I was with by leaving him suddenly for a bad guy, I was held by him during my miscarriage, but I was forgiven by an AMAZING GOD that I had no relationship with before. I was delivered of my addiction to pills. Just like that. Cold Turkey. No withdrawals. No relapses. 8 years later I am married to the amazing man that held me in my pain and told me all about the savior named Jesus, he didn't even have a relationship with him before 2011. We are raising our 3 boys together and now our son that we have together and I am carrying his daughter which was something I prayed for in 2012. Well recently my husband got his rib broken at work and he was prescribed painkillers. He doesnt like to take medication if he can help it. He will suffer through a headache just to avoid taking anything, well he got his prescription filled and I felt so uncomfortable with it due to my past. Not that I have had any urges in 8 years but bc I didn't like the idea of having them in our home. Well I am so happy to say I still dont want them. I dont even care. I still have no urges to ever have that in my body again. God is so so so good. when you give him the chance to show you his goodness HE NEVER FAILS. Believe in him or not that's up to you but he has done so much for my husband myself and our kids these past 8 years for me to ever deny him again. Has life been perfect? Of course not. Has it been good? YES. GLORY GLORY LORD JESUS ALL FOR YOU AND ALL TO YOU AMEN AND AMEN!!! 💗💗💗 just had to share 🤗