Feeling stuck!
So after my last post. I talked with my husband and told him things needs to change or I'm leaving, an taking our daughter with me. He started helping take care of her a little more, but still having lots of money trouble. He still says the same thing he did the first time I said I was going to leave (saying: he'll kill himself if I leave, because he'll have nothing to live for). He want's sex all the time, but I just don't want to put out. I love this man but I feel as if I'm falling out of love with him. We knew each other for 5 years dated for one back in 2014, I had some life problems an we broke up, around 2018 we got back together, dated for a year before we got married because I became pregnant with our daughter been married going on a year in September and would be back together for two in September as well. We don't see eye to eye on hardly anything. Don't agree on faith/religion, and we don't agree on politics. None of this was ever a problem until now. I miss going to church when the doors are open, but if I ask him to go with me he talks crap about it afterwards, tell him he can drop me off he talks crap about my dad saying something about him not being there with me. He hates my family on both sides, only family he likes of mine is my oldest sister, my oldest brother, and my first cousin all on my father's side because they all drink an smoke like he used to back in the day. He purposely pisses off my mother when we're around her. I love his family but I can't stand to be around him an his dad at the same time, and I can't stand one of his sisters do to her popping pills again, plus drinking, then getting a class 4 felony charge. Just because him, an his dad fights, and he enables his sisters behavior. I have been depressed for 14 months now, and I am no longer happy with my life. Only happens I have is my child. I truly feel stuck because I don't want to slipped my daughter's life in half like mine was, I want her to have one family not two separate families, but I'm not sure how to make my marriage work.. I pray about it, but God can only do so much.
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