Dirty little question

A bunch of women ask about pp sex but that’s not exactly what I want to ask. I’m having sex...bad, good, great sex, drunk sex, bored sex, can’t sleep sex, and quick while the baby is still sleeping sex. Here’s the thing....I don’t want or am not interested in masturbating anymore. I use to, like a normal healthy sexual women. Yet, now when I try I really can’t seem to get there or even muster enough energy to start. Am I the only one?