Apologies

I’m just wanting to apologize to everyone I went off on just a bit ago. I’m nearly 2 months late with nothing but indents and faint lines on blue dyes, but not pink. I’ve been testing regularly and I’ve had symptoms like leaky bbs and increased discharge and zero spotting and light cramping and all of my normal pregnancy symptoms but no BFP and I’m a truck driver so I’m away from home until the 18th but I’ve got an appointment set. I’m just frustrated. 🤷🏻‍♀️ that’s not your fault.