Anyone else “one and done”?

I’m so on the fence if I even want a second. I always thought I did but now that I have my daughter I’m not so sure. We both almost died during her birth (most traumatic experience I’ve been through) and she’s the neediest baby ever. I don’t know how I would parent a child and another baby like her (if he/she ended up being that way) at the same time 😅