I have been with my husband for 8 years in March and after 3 years of marriage I found out I have PCOS.

Fast forward to last year after his brother and wife had their baby girl and my husband and I mutually agreed to start trying. I already knew it was going to be a roller coaster and after trying for a year and half my doctor got me in to see a specialist about it. That was in May of this year. After getting my periods and weight under control. I started ovulating again and my next appointment is in November and I'm already so mentally and emotionally exhausted.

All the ladies in our little group have had babies now and I'm the last one.

Whenever one of them tells me anything about their kids or announces a pregnancy I feel numb...

I am so tired of seeing that fucking negative symbol, having to go through a period, the cramps which were already super intense to begin with and just have another person ask me "when are you having kids?"

Like FUCK! Am I wrong for being mad or upset? It's on my mind constantly and it's really started to break my mental stability....