to my ex best friend

i can’t control

the weather and time

it wasn’t my fault

that you lost your damn mind

i knew i could count on some things to change

but i always thought that we would stay the same

i might have been ignorant

i know that now

but i never could have imagined

where we would be now

acting like the other doesn’t exist

and it hurts a lot

but you would be just as ignorant

to believe that i would give into this pain

and go back

because what you did was wrong

and your blind to not to see that.

you can’t control people

or blackmail them to love you

and even though you swore you never did this to me

i’d be naive to believe you

what that girl told you was a secret

and you chose to record it

why can’t you see outing a girl is wrong?

just because you want to feel big doesn’t mean you have to make her small

it should be her choice

when to come out

and to who

but because of you

your taking that choice away

and making her feel awful for something that’s not

just my way of letting go and moving on🤷‍♀️ i know it’s not good but it doesn’t matter because maybe only two people will see this lol