I know there are others who feel this way so I know I'm not alone but I feel like I just need to say this. My husband and I have been trying to get pregnant for 3 years. About a year and a half ago, my best friend got married and they started trying for a baby very shortly after and got pregnant the first month trying. I was so jealous and bummed for us but put on a brave face and tried to be overly happy to forget the pain I was feeling on the inside. She was only a few months pregnant when I found out we were finally pregnant! And I was so excited because we were going to be pregnant together! Well, just our luck, a few weeks go by and I lost the baby. I was absolutely heart broken. And the hardest part was that I had to watch her continue on with her perfectly healthy pregnancy. I would never tell her any of this and I am still am so happy for her. But I hate myself for these horrible feelings. I dont want to feel jealous or upset. I just needed to get it off my chest. 😔😔😔😔