I feel so guilty

This is my third baby and my husbands first. He really really wants another boy, I have two sons. He doesn’t want a daughter at all. But I on the other hand want a daughter so bad because this is my last baby and I’ve always dreamed of having a little girl. He told me a few weeks ago that it would really upset him if we found out we were having a boy and I acted upset about it. I don’t want to hurt his feelings and I know a healthy baby is all that matter, but I know I’ll be sad if it’s not a girl since that means I’ll never have a daughter. Just venting 😭