Ivf next step after MC

MC last year at 11 weeks end of June and had a DC. That pregnancy was a surprise and I wasn’t sure I wanted a second. Fast forward to MC and it has left a huge hole in my heart. My DH and I have been trying since then. 4 failed clomid rounds, 3 fermara cycles 1 iui, thousand in medical bills as insurance has no fertility coverage. Now I’m about to start BC for A round of IVF tmrw. I’m terrified- terrified of the ups and downs of the process, terrified of having another MC of losing a child. I’m hopeful too hopeful for a light at the end of this tunnel. 🤞