So lost and confused .....

So I have been married to my husband for 8 years now we do not have any kids together however I have 1 daughter from the first marriage that only lasted 2 years. So my husband is the type that never smiles does not like to go out and is hateful daily. We have had our ups and downs just like every marriage but here lately i left him and moved in with my mother due to he didn’t want me to work or have friends or see my family. This had made my family hate my husband and my child haste’s him even more now that I have moved out my kid is a different child and my family is so happy. But me on the other hand loves him and I always will it’s so hard to move on from something you love and your used to! Day by day I cry wanting to go back to him but my kid begs to me and cries for me not no. I mean you can’t help who you fall in love with I just don’t know what to do I look back and see that my husband just wanted me to be a housewife and never have attention and it makes me think but I also look back on all the good memories and how I miss him holding me every night. Sorry for the long post I have no one to talk to about this cause my family and friends does not want to hear it.