On my drive home from the D&C

So I got pregnant on my first try and felt so so lucky. That was quickly put to a stop when we found out the embryo stopped developing at 6 weeks. Sad, of course. Angry, definitely. However I know how common this is. I’m officially 1 of 4. I’m not a religious person by any means but I do consider myself spiritual. For some reason the universe and my body did not think this was the baby for me. I’m going to accept that. These last two weeks have been a roller coaster of emotions. After leaving my D&C I felt a sense of relief. I trust my body will heal and try again in my next cycle. I’m confident my next pregnancy is the baby for us. As we drove home, my husband was getting off the bridge and right in front of us, clear as day, was a beautiful rainbow 🌈 I’m so full of hope right now. I hope all you ladies TTC are surrounded by positive vibes and hope ❤️