Should I leave my marriage?

I love my husband very much. But lately ive been wanting to go back home and focus on my well being and career. I married my husband in march, he is in the military and i am 20 yrs old. Im not going to lie, i feel like we did rush things. I felt like we didnt give eachother enough time to really think it through, i feel like we didnt give eachother time at all. I regret moving up here, but i dont regret ever meeting him and loving him. I feel awful for feeling this way. All i can think about is home and feeling like we rushed things too fast. I really want to take our time before we have any kids and plan an actual wedding. A part of me wants to go home and focus on my career and well being until we are ready. I want to be able to give him my all when im truly ready and right now i dont feel ready. I love him so i stayed here for him. But this place makes me feel awful for some reason. I guess its because its not home. Its hard for me to adjust being here. I’m not sure if i just tell myself that its too late and to focus on our marriage, or if i go back home and focus on my career and wait for him to come home in a year. If anyone can message me and help me out, please feel free to do so.

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