How to keep going on.

stefani

I lost my eldest son on August 13. He was 6he has a 2 year old brother and at the time 2 month old brother. I had been seeking help but counselor has a wait list 2 month long. I'm sinking my husband just hides his feelings. I look around our home and everything feels wrong. He should be here. Everyone says I'm doing great but they don't see me drowning in the abyss. This was taken 4 days before we lost him.