Holding on to hope after a false Bfp at 8dpo!

So I got a faint but definitely pink line on a frer at 8dpo (didn’t even need to squint), confirmed not pregnant the next day via blood test. It was absolutely devastating because me and my SO were so happy, I filmed the surprise and everything!

I usually have a 28 day cycle, I’m on cycle day 34 and still no AF!! I can’t help but hold onto hope and do test after test and all I get is bfns.

I’ve lost my appetite at night, I have very very sore breasts, and I’m feeling very emotional, clear cm, weird cravings for dairy foods (I’ve been off dairy for months)

My doctor is sending me to get another blood test at the end of the week as all of my levels are good and healthy so there shouldn’t be any other reason as to why my period is so late, so I guess that’s something!

I even had a tarot card literally fly into the elevator and hit my SOs foot and then my foot - not even joking - the card was a ‘page of cups’, and the one of the possible meanings is pregnancy??!😵

I’m literally losing my mind haha thank you all for listening ❤️