ABUSE WARNING

So a little back ground. I have been with my so for 9 years since i was 13 and we was both in high school. I have been abused for 5 years. And i dont need to be told to leave believe me i know and tried 4 times. WITH "HELP" FROM THE POLICE. So they promised to help... he ended up breaking into my familys house and chasing me to the neighbors house. He was begging me. Well the law picked him up and charges was pressed.. They still let him around me because he went to a mental hospital saying he had problems. We went to councling cause THEY thought it would help him.. I have called them for help while he is beating me and they dont show up or when they do they believe him.. To add to stress im not aloud to go to the doctor so there for no birth control. He will not let me.. Im not aloud to talk to my family and they dont worry and my friends are to scared to help or talk to me.. I asked about a safe house and they told me to just find a family member or friend but there is no one. Im not aloud a phone so i cant just call anyone. I just need someone to be there for me. I just wanted to post because I'm alone and terrified. The law is a joke. He just thinks this app tracks my period.