Autocorrect wrote another name

I was writing my bf who’s just gone out of town that I was overreacting about him leaving since it was a last minute thing. and said “I’m just Tony trying

to be immature about things and wanted to say drive safe and I love you”

Realized my mistake and sent *Not trying

I meant to say I’m just trying not to be immature.

I knew automatically he’d think I was cheating and low and behold he sent

“Tony? He can have you”

And I haven’t heard from him since.

We obviously have trust issues and now I’m left trying to explain myself when there is no one else besides him.

I’m so frustrated!

I’m always trying to prove that I’m not doing wrong almost on a daily basis and it literally gives me anxiety and It’s affecting my work (I’m a teacher and all I can think about is trying to make him see I’m not cheating) pacing around and not giving my 100% at work.

He’s fine and I’m frantic.

I’ve tried to express how it makes me feel and he says “aww poor you, how old are you again?, because you sure don’t act 30” 😕

( he’s 40) been together 7 years almost 8

I’m wrong if I keep quiet

And wrong if I speak up

Im sitting in the dark in my class on lunch break, yet again stressed.

I know that this isn’t healthy, I’m just hoping things will get better.

Signed,

Who tf is tony!