advice ...

so I suffer from severe anxiety and my man and I use condoms & I take the pill perfectly. I was just wondering if there’s anyone out there with anxiety like me about getting pregnant? if so how do you calm down and not wonder everyday if you are? I must’ve taken over 20 pregnancy tests in the last 3 months due to my anxiety i would just like some advice I really want to just enjoy sex knowing i’m being safe using all precautions