I’m dead inside.

I can’t tell anyone how I truly feel ..... at least anyone that knows me or my significant other.... but I’m giving up.. I’m dead inside it’s not there for me no more I just got the proof damn near slapped in my face n when i say in heart broken. I’m damn near dead... I tried my hardest to stay with this mf so we could be a family... but I keep getting slapped in the face lik I’m doin something wrong and it’s not me it’s him... I try to keep the smile for baby girl but I refuse to let her see me unhappy. Today nov.9 2019 a few days b4 my daughters 1st birthday and my 25 birthday.. this is the day is will all change... I won’t let no lol boy break me down... fuxk u !!!