who else ?

Who else isn't excited for the holidays coming up? don't get me wrong i LOVE the holidays when my family gets together. but ever since i've been 5, it's not the same to me. On thanksgiving 2005 my mom was working and told my dad to be in charge of dinner. she comes home and my dad is sloppy drunk in the backyard with his friends. my parents had fought and my dad laid his hands on my mom and kicked us out of the house. Christmas is never the same cause both parents were constantly working, and i was always left alone or at a neighbors house for the day . i'm not gonna lie i did get jealous when i seen my neighbors gather up around the tree for christmas . i don't have siblings here they are all spread around in mexico. I just hope and pray this thanksgiving is different because my mom has the day off for the first time !! and also i have a loving boyfriend and his family are just so welcoming !! I hope christmas is a lot more better this year also!!