Difficult time

I have a perfect daughter who is a toddler-we are so beyond grateful for her! then only a month or two trying Last year we became pregnant again and then I lost my late term pregnancy baby due to medical reasons, It was heart wrenching and a heavy emotional struggle for me. We waited almost a year to try again and then This spring my husband and I started trying for another- I kind of want it to just happen so we know this is Gods plan- I use the app to track and I am also in tune with my body. It hasn’t happened yet and I’m feeling down about it- I start thinking bc of the late term loss are we not supposed to have another? Or is it God’s timing and we aren’t ready for another? I’m just curious on what you ladies think, after a lose are you having a difficult time conceiving? Am I just in my thoughts too much?