Pregnancy and babies scare me D:

I don't know if I will be able to get pregnant. it's not a good time for me and my SO to be pregnant but I always have baby fever. But I'm SO scared of my anxiety building up and how my pregnancy will go and how my family will react. But omfg I'm so excited for all those mothers out there that toughed it out and did it! And for those who unfortunately lost a child, you are strong 💪. I have so much anxiety with what ifs. But I can dream about how our baby would look like. Luckily birth control and condoms for us for now ❤️