I messed up :(

My husband went out with our friends & didn’t invite me. It really hurt my feelings & I think I blew it out of proportion I was stand offish & mean when he got home, called him an asshole. I think why I got so upset was because he does this so often, it make me feel lonely & the resentment had just been piling up & I finally burst. I know it’s not an excuse to be mean. Now Im even more sad because I know I made the situation worse & the rest of the week will be awkward & he’ll be mad at me for who knows how long. Sorry for the long post... just had to vent. If you’ve read this far, thanks for listening 💜