In denial. Idk what’s going on

This is going to sound fucking psychotic. But it’s honestly scaring me.

I have 2 children and I’m newly pregnant with my 3rd.

My first 2 were conceived the first incident and this one was conceived after 2 years of trying.

Well, it finally happened but I feel like it flipped some mental switch.

I, sincerely, don’t believe I am pregnant.

My mind WILL NOT let me accept it.

I feel like my womb is empty and my body is making it up.

I feel no connection to what is happening inside me almost like I’ve been having an out of body experience since I found out.

I take my prenatals everyday but in my head it’s like “Why am I taking these for no reason”

or I put my hand on my stomach to feel some connection and I just feel like I’m talking to the taco I ate for lunch.

It feels like the doctors and my family are all in on some “Truman Project” to convince me I’m pregnant when I’m not.

I’m almost convinced that at my first ultrasound there will be a sack but no baby. Almost as if I started to become pregnant but it didn’t continue but my body still thinks I am.

I feel nothing. No symptoms, no cramping, just 2 lines on a test and a blood result. But it doesn’t feel like it’s enough to convince me.

I’m kind of afraid that it’s a sign I’ll have postpartum depression. I hate this feeling and just want to enjoy my last pregnancy. Can someone please help me.