I'm so damn tired.

Another month, another bfn. Another visit from AF. I'm so tired of seeing people who don't even try posting about having babies. I'm tired of the drug addicts back home posting about their pregnancy even though they're still on freakin meth. I know I'm being a horrible Christian. And I shouldn't judge or envy others, or question God.

I could pig out on the couch. But I've decided from now on things will be different. No more ovulation test, no more worrying. Drinking wine, sex everyday, working out, living life. That will be my strategy.

Pouring an extra glass of wine for the rest of us that are out for the month. For those of you who were blessed, congratulations I'll be praying for you to have a healthy pregnancy and child. For the rest of us, praying for strength and peace.