It was time....

I never really post on here bc everyone else stories be a lil Better than my boring life 🤣

Well I left my boyfriend once fiancée of 4 yrs about 3 days ago..and somehow I feel selfish ! Crazy but so true ! I just had enough....we have both done some things some more than others that should’ve broke us a long time ago but we stuck it out., well I did ! I say that bc there’s been a lot of ultimate disrespect and again I stick it out. I had one violation and it happened 2 yrs ago but he had a baby and lied about it 1 1/2 yr ago. Follow me.... so after not being able to conceive naturally he ends up with a baby! If you don’t know what that feels like please please don’t ! Worse feeling ever ! So fast forward to now. At this point he can’t forgive me nor forget but I have to look at his son and take in his baby as my own ! I did bc I love him ! It’s sacrifices that need to be made and I made all of mine. Has he ? Not one. Without really giving a real spill bc I’ll be all day. Just know I feel better! I had to be so honest with myself first before I could be with anyone else. It’s just so much damage that I felt like forcing it with someone that doesn’t want to change for you or trust/believe anything you say or accusing you of everything, it’s like 🤷🏾‍♀️. So I decided to dismiss myself and work on me. I need it ! I’m young with no kids not committed to anybody I need to do me. On top of dealing with the mess I have my own personal feelings and things I need to come to Jesus about I can’t do that giving 100% of me to him! No room for me ! So moral of the story is ladies ladies ladies we have to put ourself first ! Took me a looooooooong time you make this step but I did it and I have people that will hold me accountable or check when I feel like going back is better ! Don’t let your enabler control you ladies !

Just thought someone else needed to hear this !

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